Shower- thoughts

 Woah! Go gently with the knob! I wonder what's got to her now. She says she's tired from the practice session but she sure does seem to have enough energy to dance her way through the playlist. Only if showers could roll their eyes, or shake their heads. 

But we are stuck with this bunch that categorise us as "inanimate"- no thoughts or life. Typical human arrogance, thinking themselves qualified enough to make judgements and conclusions on behalf of others. Ironical then, that they go and make stories about dolls that come alive when they're not looking- humans may well be aware of their sinister capacity to destroy anything they cannot understand or is inherently different, maybe that's why even in their imagination, they give life to the "inanimate" when they are themselves are absent from the scene. 

Haah, I miss those books the other one used to carry to the loo. Now her taste in books have evolved, now it's heavier fiction and with smaller font that I cannot quite make out from this height. Now I'm to languish in nostalgia. This is fun. 

Oh for god's sake, stop with the off key singing, let people who actually sing go on with their trade through your playlist- nobody wants a dose of Popstar Bathroom Singer :/

What is this banging in the middle of a rather sweet note?! Oh its the other one, come to stake claim to "her" bathroom. Like she ever built it :)  Are you listening to this, hand shower and tap?!  "Holed up washing" indeed. God the instant lies of humans! 

Oh she's done now, turn me out properl.. 

Goodness that's cold! Why is this one subjecting me to such atrocities! 

Oh, oh no, she's crying. Wonder what happened. Oh that's right, I guess that offer didnt come through. Well maybe that's what you get, getting your laptop into the toilet and emailing your way through the loo. Can't blame them for expecting professionalism. I'm surprised she doesn't care about surveillance, and in this age! They can see that you're making emails from the toilet. Or maybe it was something else, maybe it stank so bad that they Had to reject it, hehehe. 

Anyway, long since i got to see a good cry. What is she doing, massaging her head and suddenly the tears come gushing! Is this a pre-established shortcut to cry?! I've never seen her do it. Oh oh, she's taking care to not let the heaves be heard; hold your breath, let it out slooowlly. I wonder why crying has to be so shushed- what happens if people know you were crying, what happens when people know you were vulnerable, what do you fear losing? 

I will never understand, because i've always been able to express myself through tears, and only in the presence of another- true i need another to start the process for me,  twist my knob a little to the left or right, but in this household bursting with people, help is never too far away. 

Oh oh no, dont just squeeze all the mucus down on the floor, use the basin dammit! 

Im sorry Tile, guess being down to earth has its shortcomings as well :(

Hmm, she's done crying, there's a certain assurance in her eyes, or maybe its just because its red from all the rubbing. NO, Dont turn me off just yet, i wonder if everything will workout fine for her, well i'll know with the next email, or a shower sesh or a crying sesh. 

Oh she's reaching out to the knob, bye thoughts, see you when the next.....